Hate to see this. You've built some really cool stuff over the years, but I never understood how you got anything done, especially with shop being far away from home.
I did so by not sleeping much. Basically put the kids to sleep and then go to the shop until 1 am. Repeat the next day. Slowly that has become to much as work takes more time and the kids are a lot more fun. I will get back into building, but for the next few years, time with the kids is way more important. Then they will be teenagers and I will be an ATM. For now I am going to find something to tinker with, beat the sxs, and camp as much as possible. Kids are a lot of work. Dance, Gymnastics, football, basketball, soccer, baseball, cub scouts, etc. Everyday there is something that builds them as people.